It really just hit me hard this morning that Carmen has actually left. We had a dinner on Sunday and that was hard, but when I was washing my face this morning and I saw my Clinique 7-day Scrub, I all of a sudden realized that no one would go to Clinique Bonus Time with me anymore. I know we will talk. We have all kinds of plans to do a joint blog and to start knitting and everything, but it's not the same as actually having her here. Being able to go to lunch or the mall at a moments notice. And who's going to counsel me in my relationship woes. No one understands as well as she does. My best friend is gone and I don't know what to do.